Sorting through my old messed up files has been a pain. Some, like the final app I wrote in the Flutter/Dart class I took with Mr. Goudy, appear to be lost forever. I wasn’t incredibly proud of the app anyway, but I did put some effort into it and it would have been one of the 8 portfolio projects.
I hate having to feel like I’m winging it and just doing the bare minimum to get something done. However, it’s been hard for me to focus at home. Even though I have a nice desktop that I built, with dual monitors, etc. at a desk that should be easy for me to work at, I seem to sometimes be more productive just with my laptop at the school. When I’m at school, even with the people around some part of me realizes that I have to focus on school stuff. But that’s a lame excuse; I can do better, and need to.
I’ve been slowly going through every program and site I ever wrote and trying to run them and make them work. I’m also learning more about Github. Today I learned about SSH keys and set them up on my development machines.
I’ve felt this creeping sense of dread about what’s going to happen in the next few months. It makes me question what I’m doing at all, and why. It’s not a comfortable feeling, but I’m sure I’ll get over it.